vaya con dios y vamos a la playa

nick keeps saying not to blame myself but i can’t not

trying really hard not to smoke an entire pack of cigarettes and failing

numbly scrolling through tumblr to try and distract myself from the massive hole in my chest and in my brain

it’s not working

not coping

i wish i had drugs not coping

qui-gon just passed

i’m not ok

won’t be around for a while

pet death cw pet death for ts
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Some more Earth Tones for inspiration for your Mori Kei style 

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Some more Earth Tones for inspiration for your Mori Kei style 

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mori kei

how pathetic would i be if i went total mori kei style fashion at age 30??

mori kei
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their fur is still a horror show from the olive oil bath, but obi-wan is being protective and taking very good care of his big brother qui-gon

(qui-gon is feeling better; he was dehydrated this morning but some intense tlc from nick, obi and i seems to be helping)

rats pet rats rats for ts pet illness cw



The President

The 3200 year old tree so massive that it had never been captured in a single image until recently.

This giant sequoia stands 247 feet tall and measures 45,000 cubic feet in volume. The trunk alone measures 27 feet and the branches hold 2 billion needles (more than any tree on the planet).

This picture took a team of photographers from Nat Geo, 32 days and stitching together 126 different photos to make.


i love redwoods because they are at the very limit of what the dynamics of capillary action allows to exist i’m glad an evolutionary niche exists for “THE BIGGEST FUCKIN TREE THAT CAN BE”

that's one big fucken tree

in 1999 i spent most of the summer in burgos, spain with family friends while my mother attended university in madrid. it was an amazing summer for me in many ways, marking the birth of my personal independence and the beginning of my post-pubescent life.

at one point, a friend of the family i was staying with invited me and the girl about my age to go with them on a drive to bilbao and spend the day at the guggenheim museum there. i remember the car ride being long and hot and i was sweating the entire way but didn’t want to complain as i was being given the privilege of coming along with.

as we got closer, the father of the family, who was driving the car, decided he would practice his english on me.

he glanced over his shoulder and said, “you will see the big, green poopy.”

apparently i looked very confused. so he repeated, “at the museum, you will see the big, green poopy.”

i didn’t WANT to see a big green poopy but, again, i didn’t want to be rude so i nodded and tried to act excited, thinking all the while,

what the hell kind of museum is this??

he parked the car in the museum lot, getting more excited as we walked towards the building that looked like a giant lump of molten silver shimmering at odd angles in the sun, ever more intimidating as we approached.

"the poopy! it grows in the spring and now it is the summer! the poopy will smell!"

i was nearing terrified, until we rounded the corner…


"OH. THE PUPPY.” (what a difference a short u makes)

needless to say, before we left, i got a stuffed version of “the big green poopy” in the gift shop


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